Bored as hell

So right now I just finished my hw that is mandatory. I still have a shitload in English. Uggh stupid Mrs. Mello. We always have a shitload of homework in her class. I have to have 6 pages of notes due Friday and then read a book which essays it due in a month. He class is so stressing and she always tells us how to do things last minute. She's like one of the teachers who knows how to do it but has no fucking idea how to teach. I wonder if she was a professer once. Well whatever. Her class is probably gonna be my first low grade in high school.

Stupidity

Today it seems like stupidity is praised and being intellectual is bad. I'm saying this based on certain events like if someone runs in front of a car people say it's ok. I'm like What the Fuck. It's ok that you're stupid and could of got yourself killed. This is what i saw at target. Living in stupidity is easy because you don't have to do anything with your mind but instead follow. Now being smart is hard because you think differently than the average person. Like people say being abstinence is smart yet it is downgraded by the whims of teenagers minds. The average teenager is to caught up on how they look than what they actually want to do with their life. So confusing...

continuing the dog thing but changing it a little

Anyways the thing that made me cry the most at cori's death was not just her dying. It was the eyes. The life that left from the eyes made me cry. It's like witnessing death and then just the sudden stop. I could never look someone in the eyes if they were dying now because the eyes show life. it's like a slow gripping torment on yourself. but idk you'd have to see it to actually react to it