Drama

So today for some reason is a good a weird day for me. This kid I barely know wants to fight me and I have no idea why. Then he's calling me a pussy because I don't believe in fighting and especially before finals. Why the hell would you want to fight during finals the kid must be a fucking retard. I seriously do not know why. He's some annoying prick in my guitar class and got mad at me for asking how much he can bench. I don't know. It's fuckin stupid. I don't get fights when someone wants to fight someone they say meet me here. I'm like fuck that I ain't wasting my time and if they actually really wanted to fight me they would fight me right there. It doesn't make any fucking sense. This should be an interesting next couple of days.

WEird

Ok this is weird. I was trying to acesss my account last week and i couldn't. BUt now i just did man this is so weird. Lately I've been thinking about what people think they know about religion and my guess is not much. I mean most people learn religion not by reading the book but through the mouth's of someone elses. They don't know the history of the religion either like how it started. I mean my religion started when Mohammed(peace be upon him) came and talked to god. He was going to reform Arabia into an Islamic nation because the Pagan's corrupted the house of Abraham. Now I don't want to write it all out because I might get the facts wrong and I explain religion better when talking in person. It's just me. But don't listen to the news if you want to learn about religion that's all I have to say. I'm tire and I am leaving

Thinking

I do not know what to blog about for once. I don't like talking about a certain someone in my family because it brings back the bad memories and I don't want to ruin my day. Wow I really don't have anything. I guess I'll just talk about Thanksgiving break. I can't wait for it because I'm going to pig out and probably have a shitload of homework. I can't believe I'm going to have homework that's going to ruin everything. Why is everyone talking about call of duty? It's a fun game but I mean it's boring to talk about it's wasting time. but whatever. now my gay ass dog is barking. What a shithead. My dog is freakin retarded, my other dog was smarter, this one is dumber than someone with shit for brains. Ok i'm leaving

magical world

Once upon a time our creative writing class went to this wonderful Utopia where there was no government and the people treated each other with respect. There was no fighting what so ever. Well I wish this was true because I do not like government but if there was none then people would go crazy and shoot each other. People are what make the world not one stupid ass government. If everybody was Honest and trustworthy there would be My UTOPIA.

Why I am Lazy

I'm lazy because my mom's a bitch. She always complains when i help or do something so I don't do anything at all. The same with my brother he complains the same. When I help it is unappreciated and it pisses me off so the only way for me not to get pissed of is to do nothing. I will help my dad because he appreciates it. Everyone else in my family just bitches about it and wants it done the "right" way. One time I was like Fuck you to my brother and just stopped helping because he started bitching. I will only help if it is appreciated becaue my family takes it for granted. FML

Bored as hell

So right now I just finished my hw that is mandatory. I still have a shitload in English. Uggh stupid Mrs. Mello. We always have a shitload of homework in her class. I have to have 6 pages of notes due Friday and then read a book which essays it due in a month. He class is so stressing and she always tells us how to do things last minute. She's like one of the teachers who knows how to do it but has no fucking idea how to teach. I wonder if she was a professer once. Well whatever. Her class is probably gonna be my first low grade in high school.

Stupidity

Today it seems like stupidity is praised and being intellectual is bad. I'm saying this based on certain events like if someone runs in front of a car people say it's ok. I'm like What the Fuck. It's ok that you're stupid and could of got yourself killed. This is what i saw at target. Living in stupidity is easy because you don't have to do anything with your mind but instead follow. Now being smart is hard because you think differently than the average person. Like people say being abstinence is smart yet it is downgraded by the whims of teenagers minds. The average teenager is to caught up on how they look than what they actually want to do with their life. So confusing...

continuing the dog thing but changing it a little

Anyways the thing that made me cry the most at cori's death was not just her dying. It was the eyes. The life that left from the eyes made me cry. It's like witnessing death and then just the sudden stop. I could never look someone in the eyes if they were dying now because the eyes show life. it's like a slow gripping torment on yourself. but idk you'd have to see it to actually react to it

my inner self

I am a turtle in my unbreakable shell. I come out of it once in a while if someone "touches" me. No not actually touching me. I would say only a few people have seen that part of me. It's the nice and serious side of me that I usually do when i'm alone. I still have the humor though but whatever. Anyways it's hard for me to let people in cause I have to find someone who is exactly like me, understands me, or just respects me. Not the first two are hard to find but the last one I would think is easy to ask of but it isn't. People look at me and think i'm one of those non fighting people. I have these fat mexican assholes in my P.E class who I want to beat the shit out of because they are dicks to me and get mad if i say one little thing back to them. People don't expect me to fight back it why because they're arrogant or just go by the motto oh pick on the shorttest dude in class. I really want to beat the shit out of those fat fucks. They act all tough because they way a ton yet they're only 2 or 3 inches taller. The reason why i say mexican is because when someone is an asshole to me it's usually a mexican. I swear to god it's no lie. Only the guys though not the girls. Not to be racist but it's always a mexican guy that's a fucking dick to me. It's made me biased but I do hold my tongue because it's not of me to insult someone i don't know. I have little patience when it comes to stupidity that's all i'll say. Fuck all them assholes. I hope they burn in hell.

Peace and quiet

This is something i rarely get. I would rather be alone than hanging out with friends because it gives me time to think than just talk about stupid shit with my friends. I haven't really met anyone who i can have an intellectual conversation with. Gossiping is not intellectual! You might think it is but it's not. I like talking about the interesting  things in life. Like just problems or other stuff. Not the usual mumbo jumbo crap. I just talk like that so I can have someone to talk to but it doesn't really connect you to that person. I found my friends have nothing in common with me really. Everyone thinks they know who I am just by my school life. My school life is way different than my personal life. In my personal life I think way more about things. Like My brain is always thinking about something. My school life represents maybe 30 percent of me. Mostly the smartass side of me which pisses people off. I say things that are true or go against what they say and they get hella pissed. I do say that stupid shit from time to time to joke around but my intention is not to insult. My intentions are never to insult someone but it does get that effect alot. For me I joke around to cheer people up and some people take it the wrong way and that pisses me off more than it does them. If you can't understand what i'm trying ti do then whatever. Back to peace and quiet. I would love this even just for one hour. Just listening to nature with no assholes around or anyone who pisses me off. One of the reasons why I don't have any best friends because I can't realate to people. I'm like a freaking outcast. My personality is like the moon but with lots of humor lots of humor. By moon I mean i have different phases. Meaning I adjust to the people then turn back into myself. I am myself with people but I mean it's weird to explain. I am myself all the time but I adapt to people if that makes sense. I don't become their bitch but I act myself in a way that the accept i guees. It's to weird to explain and I don't know how the fuck to explain it. It's just a thing. Maybe i'm still trying to find myself idk or someone who understands me. I had one person not my family who understood me but he got into drugs so he's no longer my Bf. If I find someone else like him I would be amaze. It would be better if it were a girl that understood me just saying.

Life is really a bitch

Why the fuck is the world so stupid? I feel like I'm surrounded by Dilbert Dumb fucks. It pisses me off by all the  stupid things people do. Like the burning of the Qu'ran, terrorism, and just plain ignorance. Then how the news is so Pro Israel. "Oh Palestinians blew up a federal building today." Ok first of all get you head out of your fucking ass and think about it. The Israelites are killing Palestinans and taking their land and they bitch about one builing of theirs getting blown up. Then their was this one story where and Israeli soldier killed 30 muslims in a mosque while they were praying. Then after he ran out of ammo the muslims beat him to death. Then to "honor" his death the Israeli government built a shrine to him. They're honoring a murderer wow.That's stupid. It's not just the muslims being effected to it's the Christians. Palestine is a 70 percent muslim then 30 percent Christian population. But if someone is dying the media always says it's a muslim. Because if they said Christain then the people of the world would start to care. I'm disgusted with this world and the way it works. I'm going to try to help. If that fails i'll run off to mars or something.

Zach abu-el douche

well, i'm gonna sound like an asshole writing this but this is what  I think of Zach. He thinks he knows me real well but doesn't. This is one of the reasons why I don't have any best friends. Anyways Zach is a complete dick to me and I really don't know why I am his friend. He'll be talking shit to my face then I would say something hella fucked up that it would make him shut up. He thinks there's anger bottled in me but that's diminished. I don't know how the fuck he comes up with this but it really pisses me off. But you don't want to see me angry because if you're a person that never gets angry and then one day you get angry it's expressed to the full extent because i don't use that emotion that much. I did get angry alot in 8th grade because i was picked on and due to that I started to fucking hear voices. I am picked on probably everyday. I learned to laugh as a coping mechanism. Zach doesn't know me if he thinks I get angry over little shit like oh you called me a douchebag. But what type of friend actually talks shit about a so called friend. I'm wondering if zach is using me as a fucking laughing tool. I don't know the asshole that well and yet i'm his friend. I know it weird to say that I don't know him that well but it''s true. He doesn't even know my way of thinking yet. I adjust my self somewhat but everyone seems to see me as this happy kid that they can make fun of. well they can go fuck themselves for all I care. I will always be an outcast to society because of some reason. I don't follow this popularity shit. Like zach tries to. He didnn't want to use the school phone because he said he didn't want to look like a nerd. Who fucking gives a fuck. If you care about people judging you you must have low health esteem. They're just assholes for judging you. Then zach would judge people who walk by a say the look like a rapist. I'm starting to think if zach is really my friend. He is one of the guys that pisses me off the most. He might write some gay ass comment saying oh i only judge people cause it's funny or this is a load of shit or he'll write something else fucked up in class. No one understands me besides my dad and maybe my brother. Zach you won't take this seriously if you read this so you're probably gonna think i'm joking and tell evryone about this blog. I have news for you i'm fed up with your shit and judging me. You make fun of me cause i like the simpsons well fuck you. Something about you though makes you my friend and I don't even fucking know. I'll find out some day. I also apologize for writing this but this is how i fell about you and need to tell about part of my life. Don't make some gay ass shit up writing about how you feel about me unless you mean it. I almost fucking cried when I wrote.

buying crap

Does anyone have that feeling where they want something but then when you look at the price your mind goes in directions. I went to Target today and saw some crap that was on clearance and was like i can get ONE now or get TWO later. Now i'm sitting hear asking myself if i should of bought it. I can wait until like thursday or something and get both if they have gone down in price. I hate that feeling though where you're not sure if you should buy it or not because it makes me confused and wondering. But then if I do buy it gets rid of it but leaves me with no money. The shoping thing is weird it's like the store has a hold on you and you have to buy it otherwise you'll die. This espicially goes for girls with all their shoes and clothes and shit. It's like wtf do you really need all that shit. Like Sarah palinn wated 150,000 dollars on clothes during her campagin and people want someone who does that. You can buy a house for that much.

a story

In a parallel universe stood mrs. haskett who wore pants and never wore skirt. Evrything was backwards well almost everything. Mrs. Haskett with her pants of furry gawked at the class. The ruggedness of her pants seemed to have an evil spirit within. I don't know how to explain this but the pants were made of pure evil. It turned Mrs. Haskett into a villain. She made fun of people who wore skirts. OMFG this story made know damn since why the hell do i write this crap.

Mrs. Haskett's zombie story

Well anyway i wrote about mrs. haskett with zombies and how zach and I died only to have her wake up saying wtf. Was that a dream?" Then she looks over and sees that her husband is a zombie. "EEEEEERRRRRR",says her husband. "OMFG",says mrs. Haskett. She gets up and runs because she doesn't want to kill her zombified husband with her awesome ninja skills. She runs to Mrs. SIlva's house and says ahhh my husbands a zombie. Mrs. Silva says, "wtf" They then back to mrs. Haskett's house and her husband bites mrs. silva and she falls to the ground and now mrs. silva is a zombie. Then Mrs. haskett wakes up again and realizes she was in creative writing the students just planted an idea in mrs. haskett's head that zombies are real. STUPID INCEPTION.

I don't know

!0 reasons why I don't watch the media.

1. It's biased because it only tells one side of the story.

2. It's a bastardized version of journalism.

3. They're full of shit.

4. They talk about the dumbest shit like Obama is not a citizen. I'm pretty sure their are better things to talk about than that like how are economy  sucks.

5. They make a whole group of people look bad when it could just be an organization.

6. People use it as a justification source because they're like oh the tv said it, it must be true.

7. It doesn't really inform you of anything and twist the truth.

8. It's a joke

9. I'm pretty sure other news media says different than what ours says like let's say the middle east probably says something different than ours. The media wants you to think a certain way it's a propaganda machine.

10. It's hypocritical.