Ideal thinking

So the immigration thing made me think about people in class today. Don't get me wrong but i love the idea of it not illegal immigration. If we lived in an ideal world it would all work. I believe that refugees which is not illegal immigration because they  contact our government for help. Illegal immigrants take away from people who went through the legal process and also citizens. They're cutting in line in front of people causing the ones who try to come here legally wait even longer. I don't like the arguments of sympathy where people try to make me feel sorry for them. There are people in this country that need help before the illegal immigrants do. There are homeless in America and people who are not well off. It's a selfish act for people to sneak in. I guess it all comes down to how you think of it. But as far as i go it's one of the most selfish things you can do.

SAT

Who the fuck invented the Sat, it's so freaking retarded. What the hell does it help you with in life. I have to study for something that i will never ever once again use in my life. How does one test determine if you are smart enough to go to a college. It's freaking retarded. I think it's the most retarded thing that the school board has invented. A job isn't gonna go back and say oh you got a good Sat score. What the hell. We have to pay for this shit to so what the fuck. They want us to take it but we have to pay for it it's like it's just there for them to make money. It serves no purpose but my dad says I have to study for it to get ahead. I still think it's fucking retarded. We should like change the rules to get rid off it. But then they would probabbly make something even more stupid and say it's a main requirement. The SAT stands for Shitty ass Tricks that will never help you in life. FUCK FUCK FUCK

dreaming

I have been having the weirdest ass dreams lately and it's so freaking weird. Like last night i dreamed about an Australian guy and he had an accent. He wanted to fight me and was like ello ello ello lets have a go at it. I was like what the fuck and then I woke up. You know how you're mind doesn't want you to know that you are dreaming. well I had a dream where I knew I was dreaming and it was freaking weird. Just when i said omg this is a dream the dream switched. I wonder if it's your mind trying to protect you or some other shit becasue us humans don't know much about our own minds. we only know what the front of our brains do but not the middle. Maybe some things are better left unanswered but it'll always make you wonder about it.