my inner self

I am a turtle in my unbreakable shell. I come out of it once in a while if someone "touches" me. No not actually touching me. I would say only a few people have seen that part of me. It's the nice and serious side of me that I usually do when i'm alone. I still have the humor though but whatever. Anyways it's hard for me to let people in cause I have to find someone who is exactly like me, understands me, or just respects me. Not the first two are hard to find but the last one I would think is easy to ask of but it isn't. People look at me and think i'm one of those non fighting people. I have these fat mexican assholes in my P.E class who I want to beat the shit out of because they are dicks to me and get mad if i say one little thing back to them. People don't expect me to fight back it why because they're arrogant or just go by the motto oh pick on the shorttest dude in class. I really want to beat the shit out of those fat fucks. They act all tough because they way a ton yet they're only 2 or 3 inches taller. The reason why i say mexican is because when someone is an asshole to me it's usually a mexican. I swear to god it's no lie. Only the guys though not the girls. Not to be racist but it's always a mexican guy that's a fucking dick to me. It's made me biased but I do hold my tongue because it's not of me to insult someone i don't know. I have little patience when it comes to stupidity that's all i'll say. Fuck all them assholes. I hope they burn in hell.