Thinking

I do not know what to blog about for once. I don't like talking about a certain someone in my family because it brings back the bad memories and I don't want to ruin my day. Wow I really don't have anything. I guess I'll just talk about Thanksgiving break. I can't wait for it because I'm going to pig out and probably have a shitload of homework. I can't believe I'm going to have homework that's going to ruin everything. Why is everyone talking about call of duty? It's a fun game but I mean it's boring to talk about it's wasting time. but whatever. now my gay ass dog is barking. What a shithead. My dog is freakin retarded, my other dog was smarter, this one is dumber than someone with shit for brains. Ok i'm leaving

magical world

Once upon a time our creative writing class went to this wonderful Utopia where there was no government and the people treated each other with respect. There was no fighting what so ever. Well I wish this was true because I do not like government but if there was none then people would go crazy and shoot each other. People are what make the world not one stupid ass government. If everybody was Honest and trustworthy there would be My UTOPIA.

Why I am Lazy

I'm lazy because my mom's a bitch. She always complains when i help or do something so I don't do anything at all. The same with my brother he complains the same. When I help it is unappreciated and it pisses me off so the only way for me not to get pissed of is to do nothing. I will help my dad because he appreciates it. Everyone else in my family just bitches about it and wants it done the "right" way. One time I was like Fuck you to my brother and just stopped helping because he started bitching. I will only help if it is appreciated becaue my family takes it for granted. FML

Bored as hell

So right now I just finished my hw that is mandatory. I still have a shitload in English. Uggh stupid Mrs. Mello. We always have a shitload of homework in her class. I have to have 6 pages of notes due Friday and then read a book which essays it due in a month. He class is so stressing and she always tells us how to do things last minute. She's like one of the teachers who knows how to do it but has no fucking idea how to teach. I wonder if she was a professer once. Well whatever. Her class is probably gonna be my first low grade in high school.

Stupidity

Today it seems like stupidity is praised and being intellectual is bad. I'm saying this based on certain events like if someone runs in front of a car people say it's ok. I'm like What the Fuck. It's ok that you're stupid and could of got yourself killed. This is what i saw at target. Living in stupidity is easy because you don't have to do anything with your mind but instead follow. Now being smart is hard because you think differently than the average person. Like people say being abstinence is smart yet it is downgraded by the whims of teenagers minds. The average teenager is to caught up on how they look than what they actually want to do with their life. So confusing...

continuing the dog thing but changing it a little

Anyways the thing that made me cry the most at cori's death was not just her dying. It was the eyes. The life that left from the eyes made me cry. It's like witnessing death and then just the sudden stop. I could never look someone in the eyes if they were dying now because the eyes show life. it's like a slow gripping torment on yourself. but idk you'd have to see it to actually react to it

my inner self

I am a turtle in my unbreakable shell. I come out of it once in a while if someone "touches" me. No not actually touching me. I would say only a few people have seen that part of me. It's the nice and serious side of me that I usually do when i'm alone. I still have the humor though but whatever. Anyways it's hard for me to let people in cause I have to find someone who is exactly like me, understands me, or just respects me. Not the first two are hard to find but the last one I would think is easy to ask of but it isn't. People look at me and think i'm one of those non fighting people. I have these fat mexican assholes in my P.E class who I want to beat the shit out of because they are dicks to me and get mad if i say one little thing back to them. People don't expect me to fight back it why because they're arrogant or just go by the motto oh pick on the shorttest dude in class. I really want to beat the shit out of those fat fucks. They act all tough because they way a ton yet they're only 2 or 3 inches taller. The reason why i say mexican is because when someone is an asshole to me it's usually a mexican. I swear to god it's no lie. Only the guys though not the girls. Not to be racist but it's always a mexican guy that's a fucking dick to me. It's made me biased but I do hold my tongue because it's not of me to insult someone i don't know. I have little patience when it comes to stupidity that's all i'll say. Fuck all them assholes. I hope they burn in hell.